monica, this is hard news. i understand completely the feeling that it is probably for the best, time to move on, etc. but also that it would have been much easier if you had been the one to choose the time. i guess tomorrow is your last day. i'm sure it will be happy and sad - happy because you will feel the love of all your friends there, but sad because you will be leaving. what would be your ideal job now? not necessarily for the rest of your life, but at this time of transition? i will picture you doing it once you tell me. love, xena